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Intro
01:14
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Never Relaxed
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Checked Out
01:40
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How can I believe a word that you say? Snakes crawl out of your mouth, you're 20 people in a day. Reoccurring nightmare, you're back in my life. Your claws extend, and they dig into my back. You left me cold, you left me useless and I can't feel like I used to.
Your bad decisions, I hope they haunt you at night. If I could forget and forgive I could move on with my life . I can rely on myself, and nobody else. I hope you understand this is my personal hell. faced with confrontations that I would rather ignore, turn off the lights and shut the door. It's getting harder to get out of bed with each passing day.
You left me cold
you left me useless
and I cant feel like I used to
checked out
Emotionally and physically I'm checked out
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Feathers/Bricks
01:45
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Just trying to think straight because I'm too fucking insane to deal with this shit going through my brain. I'm like a sociopath, I don't suffer through emotions. I just smile and nod as I go through the motions. A candle lit at both ends, It keeps on burning.
And I'm just trying to run out the clock
counting my blessings and watching the sand drop
is life worth living if i'm on my own?
going from place to place nowhere to call a home.
and what happens if I'm too slow to adapt
too fucking stupid , to dumb to react
left behind
never relaxed
A ton of feathers a ton of bricks. You tell me the difference when it's your life that gets hit.
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Prodding
00:32
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Day after day you break me down. Testing my patience seeing what you can get away with.
Biting my tongue, I'm powerless to fight. I just bite the bullet and wait for tomorrow
pushing my limits and getting under my skin.
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Safety Net
01:13
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I hope that money you're scamming, More than fucking suffices to let you live comfortably while maintaining your vices. Don't hate me for making positive change, when you know in your heart
you should do the same
You talk about privilege and my patience goes south. My brother and nephews are living off the state, and they're still living hand to mouth. It took me a minute, but now I clearly see that I have to work hard to escape this cycle of poverty.
It's really fucking getting to me. You make mistakes, but your mistakes aren't real. You have people to pick up your mess. A bright future to look forward to, and it's coming to you..
regardless
Living life without a safety net. every mistake that I make is a mistake I'll regret.
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Never Relaxed Portland, Maine
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